I wanna kms.my mom keeps shouting at me to study hard and when i become a bit stressed and ignore her, she suddenly becomes sweet and makes me sweets. At first i didn't think much of it but is this some sort of manipulation..? Either way, the shouting became so intense and my anger boiled so much that i started to cut myself when she finally left me alone.. since i was a child, i always cried a lot so i usually hide my face and avoid eye contact whenever she makes me too overwhelmed. And, at my school for some reason the girls that i talked to and helped MANY times are all ignoring me or glaring at me. Ik my voice is a little small but people can hear it. It's obvious they're ignoring me... also i have 3 stalkers who try to copy me and be near me. Its kinda annoying. Are they ignoring me because im talking to guys too? (Im ace btw) like, i dont understand. I have a event soon so i was able to resist kms but its hard..my mom also took my device which was my only joy so, i might commit..