I want for someone to be as excited to see me as i am to see them. After being broken up with by the person i was willing to get married to. We're still freinds, but no one in my freind group is mentally healthy right now, and its getting harder and harder to keep a smile and a happy face, because i know i will never be cared about in the same way i care about the people around me. And I keep messing it up.
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