I'm just so tired. My boyfriend decided to take several shots on an empty stomach because he wanted to have a fun night. That's fine. But I'm pregnant and I can't drink or smoke weed anymore because I have to be responsible. I started to get upset and have a bad time and he noticed and started to take it personally. I tried explaining it wasn't him but it doesnt matter what I say because he's too drunk to understand. But at the same time, it is him. I'm having a bad night and now I have to do both our laundry for work. I have to make sure his alarms are set amd he has water to drink and he won't puke. All while Im miserable. And he's too tired and out of it to even understand what's happening. And it's just so fucking unfair because I was on birth control. A copper IUD with a less than 1% chance of failing and yet here I am. Trying to be happy and responsible for something I never even wanted in the first place. While life just goes on for the people around me. I hate feeling this.