im genuinely just tired of my life. im 17, yet im still restricted on my gadgets. i should be going out and making friends but i dont even have any aside from one irl. i try to make friends online but nothing happens, i still only have one online friend. im tired of this life, no one's really there for me and even my own family brings me down. none of them had ever told me a nice thing aside from sarcastic comments. i shouldnt be in this world, im a mistake. literally. i want to be free i want true friends i wish i could just live by myself because I CAN. i CAN live by myself and my family still babies meIM GOING TO BE TURNING 18 NEXT YEAR! i can LIVE BY MYSELF! if i even so try to mention being alone im suddenly selfish, im suddenly incapable of simple empathy. have THEY given me any simple empathy?! in my entire life? and they're going to wonder why i dont want to have kids. thanks mom, its your entire fault. you and dad's.