Every time i think about the future i might have had i just wanna give up on trying, if i can never accomplish the reason i chose then why am i doing it for, if i cant even stand without being in pain and feeling like i am about to pass out then why am i studing biology for? If i cant go on the fiel and cant stand for long enough to work in a lab (those stools hurt my injured hip) i am thinking of droping out (my university is public and free) and i just dont know what to do for money in the future