I have felt alone for my entire life. I feel like a different species of animal trying to blend in humans, no matter how much me and other people have in common, both personality and interest wise, I always find myself on the outskirts, always the behind the group walking, always something to remember, never something thought of. I try to get out and engage, but I can tell that I am unwanted. I cry sometimes when I am on social media and I see people hanging out with friends. Whenever I do hangout with others, I feel like a lost puppy, following somebody that had fed them. I feel so separated, I feel like an alien. I wish I was human