Like just saying how do i know hes not cheating on me like how do i know "going out for drinks with friends" doesnt involve spending time with someone way cuter and smarter than me and actuslly having a good time instead of having to babysit a pathetic sad sack like me. Like it would be so easy and its so obvious im no fun to hang out with cuz of my depression and anxiety. Im so jealous all the time of everyone he talks to cuz theyre all better than me!!!!