I cant do this anymore, i feel like my body and brain are failing me. I feel so sick all the time. Everything feels so overstimulating and intense even when its not. Small noises feel so sharp in my ears, i get sick at least once a month and my muscles are so sore and tight. I feel lightheaded all the time, my stomach hurts, sometimes i faint for no reason and i get migraines often. But at the same time, i cant afford to stop. I have 3 jobs and im in college. Im married. If i slowed down, id be broke in less than a month and id lose it all. What is this feeling? Why am i like this?