Its just really hard I try to be happy I try to not make anyone else upset I try to not show my real emotions because then people worry and I don't want them to worry and I want to go to therapy but im scared of what my parents will say because everything always seems fine and I'm so scared for my friendships and there's only one person in my friend group I feel kinda safe to talk to but she's going through WAY more than me and I just feel sick of trying and nothings ok
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