what the fuck do ieven say. as if my fucking life cant get any worse what whatwhat what why. why. why does something always have to get worse? what the fuck do you mean my older sisters boyfriend is threatening to kill her. what the fuck do you mean? what do you mean shes not leaving him what do you mean shes in a whole nother country so i cant even do anything to help what do you fucking mean. i cant even do anything. is she going to fucking die? why the fuck DOESNT SHE EVER THINK? WHY ISNT SHE LEAVING? WHY ISNT SHE THINKING TO LEAVE? why why why why why why why why the fuck. i cant do anything. i cant do anything to help, i cant do anything i cant. relax? i cant relax why would i be relaxed when my sister could be in danger. why doesnt she ever just think? why doesnt she? death is not better than what was here for her. why the fuck did she have to leave? why did she have to go? why cant she just leave right now? i fucking hate my life i hate everything fuck everybody