I honestly feel like I’ll never amount to anything in life. I’m not pretty, have average grades, can’t sing, do sports, dance, play an instrument, draw or ANYTHING at all. I don’t have the motivation to change at all, but I want to, desperately! I feel so guilty about this all the time! But I also try to shove it down because I don’t want to deal with it. Every time I confront this feeling I just feel terrible. My stomach, chest, head, and throat hurt. I’ve lost my appetite as well. And my sleep. I’ve lost interest in things I’ve loved! I’ve become an empty shell of myself. I don’t understand why my family hasn’t noticed at all. I’ll never live up to their expectations. I’ll only end up disappointing them all. And will they still love me when I do? No they won’t. I know they’ll end up hating me.