People say they love me but I don't feel it. I understand what you mean when you're family and friends love you but if everyone loves me, then why won't a guy actually love me for me? Not for my body or looks but for me? I love myself but there are times where I'm insecure about myself. Will someone understand me with flaws? Will there be someone that actually knows me? People give promises that they can't keep. You get mixed signals, hook ups, situationships and all that bullshit. Since when was love so tactical and strategic? Isn't it a feeling? Isn't it supposed to be something that just happens? Why does this generation have to make up rules for love. What's so wrong with someone that used to do bad things. Loving someone is understanding them.