I simply can't understand why my life isn't anything normal,just normal life with normal issues like breakups, heartbreak but instead it's filled with issues like not getting education,getting married while I'm underage and stucked with someone twice my age..everytime I look at myself it's just hate and disgust at how useless I feel about myself,I was forced to get intimate with someone twice my age just because I'm forcefully married to them,i wanna kill myself everytime I think of how disgusting I felt and how painful everything was.I had a boyfriend around my age where I lived and I feel disgusting and like a fucking cheater,I hate myself so much.
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