Ive been having with my identity as a trans man. I've been trans for over six years, and hace had my own personal upset and downs, its not that I dont feel man enough even if those times arise, it more that I feel im being too much a man, you know the kinda guy you see as think, oh he seems nice but you hear sum crap about a chick looking cute but not being young enough to pull it off. this realization only hit me today, I said something insensitive to one of my fellow trans friends, she's fairly new to the identity and ive properly apologized for the crude joke I had made and after our conversation I really started thinking. she had said the joke was really out of character for me and it really was, ive been threw those jokes and they make you feel like ass so the fact I had made one was incredibly out of the blue. not only that, but alot of the people I work with and the guys that help validate my identity, majority fall under the conservative thinking, im a leftist not one of those