Don't know why I can't just do what others can. Finish eating fast rather than take hours to eat something, fall asleep when I should, remember to eat use the bathroom what I just did a couple of minutes ago. It's so simple why can't I do any of it as easily as others do. How am I supposed to study or work like this? I keep pushing to hurry so I make up for the time I lost doing simple things so slowly, but it just piles and piles up higher. Why am I overwhelmed just doing the simplest things people don't have to usually think about it's literally just eating drinking water sleeping remembering but even doing something like eating or brushing my teeth feels like a task I have to work up my energy to go do. Just stand up and do it already instead of complaining and thinking. even when I do it I do it wrong or take too long. I don't understand what's happened to become like this the problems are so simple to solve and it's not even as bad as other people problems