I can't hold on to my life anymore.. im 16 and my parents are divorced since a long time ive only met my dad 3-4 times in my entire life and so, everyone tells me its my job to look after my mom- ofc i will if im alive by then. but she told me today tht you have lot of debts of gratitude to your uncles and aunts who looked after you when you were little. and she said all this crying. she always go thru my insta and looks into my bfs and my chats and she once saw texts were my bf told me to eat ginger and papayas to prevent pregnancy (im not preg nor we did anything sexual) but we were role playing, she got worried and lectured me abt this for 4 days straight it happened on 15th june and its 23 june now she mentioned it again saying you have no one. he wont be there when u need him as if she knows him better than me. ik him better, ik im young but the connection we share is real. he shares his problems to me as well.. he understands me better than anyone. i want to live for myself..