How do you be there for someone that doesn't want the help? "I don't want to ruin the friendship, I'm not ready for anything" and then date someone a month later? Just tell me outright, I don't give a fuck. You don't give me the time of day anyways, then act concerned when I show the smallest crack. What's the last thing we did together? How many times have we talked about things and never done them? Why is it so hard for me to distance myself? Watching you fall for another man so similar to me when I checked all your boxes? It feels like you just used me and threw me out. Maybe I'm not enough, but how could I be without the chance to be better? The back and forth between Her and friends is draining. No one would pick me first. Why can't someone make the time of day for me? Am I that insignificant and annoying? Not to be preachy about it at least. I tell you the things I want to do, is there too much of a disconnect? What does that say about me if I even paid for everything?