They don't like me for me. They say "you're funny!", "you're really nice!", "you're cool!" but they never want me for my bad traits. I'm annoying, i'm a mess, i'm lazy, i don't open up as easily and they never pry to see what's wrong. I feel like the reverse of an old treasure chest, my outside is gold but inside is someone whose simply insecure... I'm sorry i cant be perfect, i dont have my own personality at all and when I do show signs of developing one, they shut it down because when i reveal it, they say 'stop it' or 'you're annoying'. I'm sorry i didnt shape myself hard enough for you.
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