why cant i just be an american teenage girl living my best life and why am i stuck in this hell for eternity. my life sucks but actually it is not cus i have a good family BUT my life still stucks. I cant figure out everything on my own and i hv to decide where to go in college or if i am ever going to go to college because honestly,,,,,,, do i have to figure out everything now? why cant i just stop thinking and lay on my bed eating chips???? WHY CANT THAT HAPPENNNNN. will it really work out in the end? EUGHHHH HELP MEEE