Tw sh Im not easily triggered, but in college one girl approached me to ask for my social media and we've been talking for a few weeks. I've noticed she has scars from the beginning but obviously never addressed it (i do too for context). The other day she wasnt feeling well and asked for my help, i comforted her for a while and we ended up chatting until the building closed. I took her home cause she lives in a dangerous area and when we were walking she asked and i quote "teach me how to cut like you do" i kinda froze and tought i misheard her but she repeated it. I brushed off and changed the topic a bit and just took her home. I want her to get better but for some reason a part of me wants to get worse with her. It sounds crazy, i know. I want us both to stop being miserable, but its been 4 days and since that walk home all i can think about is how much i wanna embrace how terrible we feel together cause ik we both find confort in it. My head's been a mess. Sorry for the huge text