I was playing a game w my 2 friends and now I feel so fucking mean and a jerk. Not a bad jerk but like a shitty one.me and my 2 friends were playing a game until 1 of my friends and me started to joke around w her and she got mad and had this big argument about how me and my other friend started to joke around about how she liked buff employees and so she got mad and left the call and me and my other friend tried saying sry and pls come back we didn’t mean to hurt your feelings but now after the argument i just feel like a shitty friend to her if I’m even her friend now. She knows that I’ve been really suicidal these past couple months and decided to make it even harder for me to say sorry all she said at the end she said well if you could’ve started this conversation nicely I would’ve forgiven you from the start and literally she does this too..and now after this happened i feel such a fucking loser She’s the only person I vent to now I just feel bad