you know what exactly is the saddest and cruelest part, it is where i couldnt even complain or feel that my feelings is valid because at the end we dont have any label and we are just friends, you got a girlfriend and u just be a really good friend to me, but idk i felt like you feel the same way to me too but it just got blocked by your relay, could we be together if we got closer first, but yea i felt like u are not a good person as i thought you are, this is just my mind playing trick on me cause i feel like we are something and you really like me, but all those waitings, all those late replies, it is not worth it, when you didi that to me i felt like u dont really like me either so maybe i can take a step back and let you live your life fully, without me, ever again, and maybe that is the only way i can forget you after all those times we were together, it was not a long time but it was definitely a short one, i hope you happy and marry her, so i wont regret leaving you. bye q