Im a 14 year old girl and I feel like i might have a hypersexuality disorder ever since i was really little (like 5) i would look at myself in the mirror, pull my shirt up and t0uch myself and say stuff like "stop it!" "oh yeah!" or just straight up moan (I'd go to my room for this) 😭😭😭 once i hit puberty i would also bind myself up in string (especially my breasts) or something that put pressure on my body and i would just sit there because it felt good I'd even grind onto my bed (i was 8 or 9), now i can't stop masturbating and my own body turns me on sm and seeing men that I'm attracted to floods my mind with sexual thoughts. I've had 3 orgasams since i learned how to properly finger myself but I'm so ashamed of myself and sometimes I'm so horny i feel like i just NEED a dick inside me or I'll crash out. the worst part is... I'M A CHRISTIAN- guys help, do any of y'all know of therapists for teens who help with such issues without making you feel icky😭?