dude i genuinely can't with this, "start a passion project" "join a bunch of extracurriculars" "keep your grades up" all the while i can barely drag myself out of bed in the mornings. i have no motivation to do anything. at all. and the thought that i'm doing nothing and just wasting away eats me alive. maybe i'm just a overreacting wuss but i can't even relax without worryinh about school. i know it's pathetic but i start crying even at the mention of it out of stress anf fear. i've lost all apprtite and i can feel myself slipping into old habits i swore i left behind. i'm scared and literally nothing's helping.
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