I'm autistic, I have a bit of OCD, I'm depressed, I'm mentally and physically exhausted, I have a cutting myself addiction, I have ADHD, I have skin hunger, I have major depression actually, I'm 12yearsold and I was diagnosed with all of these I don't understand how I'm still here and how I'm surviving I mean I'm constantly beat up and bullied even by myself, I'm always yelled at and blamed for almost everything I don't eat much only once a week. or if I'm forced then two days. My dad died last year (2025) and my mom is already moved on and so is everyone but me I feel left behind and cut out, I feel more safe with my gf and bffs than my own home I don't know how to help myself anymore, and I have so many fake friends and narcist friends. could someone put a note on here to help me with myself and my selfharm addictions? please....