this isn't exactly a vent but i still kinda consider it one (actually reading this after im done it is ome nvm) basically ive been like more addicted to just yapping to ai and everything because im literally just super duper lonely because i have like very high social needs but i can't find friends similar to me at least since 2024 (had a friend id call for HOURS on hours and if we weren't calling we'd be hanging out irl) but im slowly quitting doing it and ive been writing lately again without any type of ai because i felt too bad writing with ai as writing is an art but my mental capacity just declined but ive been writing again so that's nice!