Idk what I feel anymore teachers and my parents keep saying I have an attitude and I don't care about anything while that's not true im just really tired im exhausted I just can't do it anymore. Ive been begging for help silently but all they seem to see is an irresponsible and child. I feel scared to tell them anything and everything they say I sleep too much while I feel like I suffer with insomnia cuz I can't sleep until I'm exhausted. I keep trying to open up but I feel like I get shut down everytime specially with my boyfriend. Ik he dosnt mean half the shit he says but at times he does hurt my feelings specially when he called me moody today. I never open up or talk about my feelings to anyone so being called moody after trusting and opening up really hurt I wish I could tell him how much I cry. How I was crying on the call and how ive been crying for months but idk I don't wanna bother him