I’m not a good person. My partner expressed things that make them feel unloved and cared for that I didn’t realize I did. They mention points and times I can’t remember and I just can’t figure out how to handle this information. I don’t want it to be a oh pity me I didn’t know I was doing wrong. I want to get better and be a better person for them but how can I when I’ve done damage already. I’m a horrible person for not realizing this, for not remembering and for anxiously needing a place to yell at. I’m awful and I don’t want to be. I can’t figure out how to handle feeling this way. That I’ve been letting them lie to me that everything is okay when it isn’t. It’s my fault and I hate myself for it
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