I feel like my boyfriends loosing intrest he is spending less time with me and I just feel worthless and I wanna end my shi so bad but can't I made a promise to my friend after she ended her shi by hanging herself and I cant help but feel responsible for it I knew she was sh and hurting but I stayed silent I sholdve told someone and ontop of that my other best friend tried to end her shi th other day without even saying goodbye feel like I'm loosing everyone I don't know what to do