I keep telling myself that it will be fine and it ends up being fine but it just keeps getting bad again and I don't know if it ever ever be truly fine and worth it allIve been ruined by the world I’ve been exposed when I was younger I’ve been trying to reverse it but IM STILL AROUND THESE BULLSHIT PEOPLE FUCKKKKKKKKKKI wanna maul them and drink their remains like a smoothie and feed off of their screamsARF ARF ARF IEIEIEIUUUUUU AND I DONT EVEN THINK ANYONE GETS MEWE LIVE IN THE PAST Ive been ruined by the world I’ve been exposed when I was younger I’ve been trying to reverse it but I'm still constantly seeing the same stuff that I don't want to and I keep getting thoughts that trigger me. I go in these thought rehearsals that I use to try and reverse the effects and how I see things but they just get hard. I keep telling myself that it will be fine and it ends up being fine but it just keeps getting bad again and I don't know if it ever be truly fine and worth it all