ngl idk how to go abt this. theres this guy right? we’ve known each other for over a year but we are friends on and off. i didnt really mean to fall for him but it just happened. one day we had a former event and both of us dressed up and both of us just looked at each other in a way friends dont. he walked me to the event, sat right behind me, and we just talked the whole time and couldn’t stop looking at each other. our friendship wasnt the same after that. we would talk for hours at theater rehearsals since he was crew and I was cast with a small part while he worked on sets and props. we got really close and he was the first guy who seemed to like me for me. however after theater we haven’t really talked again and this year I couldn’t audition for anything due to life. we’ve only spoken a bare minimum of times since then only when necessary it seems. however he still actively looks out for me, and idk what to do. I just miss him (I would post on Reddit just not allowed to have it)