Recently, I’ve graduated high school but I feel like I’m not where I’m supposed to be. I work a shitty job at a restaurant as a food runner. Making 15 an hour when I’ve done so much more like be a high achiever in school. I recently let go of a person I was in a talking stage with— distance and moving too fast as lesbians. Became too much for me. I’m on three scholarships and I feel sad that my mom becomes sad of how low wages my job is. I wanna be an engineer… but I feel pathetic. Like I should be doing more.