I hate everything about myself, infact I loathe what ive become. I feel like a burden to everyone around me. I have a plethora of issues, both medical and mental and my family makes me feel like its my fault. I didnt want to be diagnosed with crohns disease, iron refractory anemia, depression or ocd. I wish I could financially support myself but unfortunately I cant even get a job without a permit at 15. I hate that im so dependent on people who wont support me