I'm realising that I was neglected during my childhood, and i feel so stupid for not noticing it earlier. I shouldnt have had to live in mold infested room and sleep on a broken mattress with springs that would scratch and leave scars on me, and I shouldnt have never dealt with with old men being creepy to me online while i was in elementary school. my parents should have stepped in and helped me, but i dont think they ever wanted me to being with.