Sometimes I dislike my dad. Hes much better than my mom but he upsets or embarrasses me. Like, I was eating dinner earlier with my family and I coughed into my elbow but accidentally coughed up a piece of rice and wiped it away with my napkin, and my dad said "Don't do that while we're eating, its gross. You always say 'ew' when Jazz coughs or burps and doesn't say excuse me but you're no better." And it made me kinda embarrassed and a little sad and when that happens I usually get quiet and later, my dad noticed that and tried to joke like "Why are you say quiet now? Is it because I called you out? Get over it, its true!" And it makes me feel worse. Its like living with my mom all over again. Maybe its my fault. It doesn't help he's threatening to get rid of my cat because he keeps being bad which is what my mom did and I hated her. I wish I had better parents.