Questioning my gender identity. It feels completely out of the blue. I've been secure and fine as a man my whole life, for decades, and now, all of a sudden, I'm dealing with thoughts of "what would it be like to be a woman?" and "wouldn't it feel nice to look and dress more pretty, for once?". But I'm definitely not -uncomfortable- as a man, so, like, I dunno. Am I an egg? Genderfluid? Just interested in crossdressing? Just a passing phase? I'm probably overthinking things, as always. Part of me feels I should experiment with some smaller changes to feel more feminine, just to try it out; the other half of me knows that I'm a tall, stocky, hairy, overweight guy who will probably look like shit no matter what I do, that it's a waste of effort and I should apply myself elsewhere. And I REALLY don't want to have to try to explain it to anyone if they were to find out... bleh.