There's been people I knew, and some honestly I'm glad it stopped because it would have been trouble. Thankfully distance was always there and I remain a virgin but I spiral and cycle all because my coming out story involved them and I just did moronic stuff without thinking about it. I feel like a monster looking back because I was being selfish and I guess I just want something to tell me... I'm not hopeless and someone's actually coming for me in a good meaning of the word. Can I have this at least? This is as best as I can say this.