Love is slowly fading out for me. Yes, I get love is great and all and is one of the things that bring people together. But I have my point and reason why its fading away from me! It's simply because I'm second best, always and will be from the start and till the end. No guys ever liked me back and neither have girls, I'd be just the second choice that just sits around between the obvious first choice, even if I give them all my love. It has happened plenty of times, all with truth! From my crush dating my best friend who knew I liked them, to being ghosted and replaced by another person. It like some black cat whose curse of never finding love then having no good luck. I don't think I'll ever find love, but I want to. I want to feel loved then pushed aside, but it's just hard for me to try without seeming so clingy, it's something that I don't think people like now and days. Yet I don't or ever want to keep being second best.