A few months ago I got into philosophy and stuff so I tried to be the best person I could be. But I just realized how much I let slide by and how they took advantage of that. And now I have summer break but my summer camp makes it almost as long or longer than school because of work over the summer (my teacher should quit ngl). And i barely have any free time then and my screen adiction isnt helping ive struggled doing other stuff off of online stuff bc im too demotivated and now i only have two freakingweeks before the camps and workwhy did my parents do this 2 me bro why did everyone but luckily ive been using music to cope (limp bitzkit and sewerslvt) i might relapse i keep bawling my eyes everyday. stay safe every1 :(((((((