i honestly am unsure of whether i feel romantic feelings or platonic feelings for people. i know i can definitely get attached since i'll generally feel upset when i have a friendship breakup but it doesn't feel that different from breakups with my exes. i'm not sure of what classifies as having romantic feelings and whenever i search up how ppl feel online they either describe the usual butterflies in the stomach and shyness or the complete calmness they feel with someone. i feel both whenever i talk to my friends yet i dont really see myself in a relationship with most of them. with the ones i can see myself in some sort of romantic rls with, its not a big strong feeling where im crazy about them and rather more like "oh yeah thats how itd look" bc i js feel compatible with them if i were to be in a rls. either way im not really sure. i definitely would like a rls where i can depend on someone in the stereotypical romantic sense but i also feel like im incapable of returning feelings