I'm so done with this, my bff who once told me that I was like a sister to her completly stopped talking to me and it's been 3 months and a half. I had a set text message to ask her what was going on and planned on sending it but i couldn't get myself to press the deliver button. I'm scared of what will happen and scared to loose our friendship, if it's not already lost. It feels as if all hope has faltered. Sometimes I remind myself of memories with her just to cry on purpose. It's like i'm walking on a tightrope. I know its on me for not reaching out sooner but she never made the effort to either. Maybe we are both scared to reach out to one another Or maybe this was a signal to the both of us that this would happen eventually. She was one of those friends that I thought I would have forever. I guess I was wrong...