I truly feel Im the most fcking ugliest friend in my group. They have clear skin, a skinny body, a confident personality, theyre good at sports, they wear good makeup, they wear different hairstyles every day, they have healthy hair, they talk to other people without getting scared. Why can’t I be like that? Ever since I graduated I promised myself that next year I’d be a complete changed person. Im not. I feel like I’ve gotten even worse. I shut myself from people, Im truly alone without my friends. Just today my teacher said to get into pairs and I was the only one left. I felt so lost and scared that everyone was looking at me because I was the only one standing alone. Then a girl said I could join their pair and she was such a sweetheart god bless her. But, I couldn’t help feel so utterly pathetic