So, I’m aroace, which if you don’t know what that means it means that I am asexual (anti sex) and aromantic (anti romance), I’m not upset about my identity, I’m happy to say it, I’m happy to tell all my friends, and I plan to never date for the rest of my life.. though.. I can’t help but just feel sad, whenever I see a couple, or my friends dating someone, it’s not like I wish I had a boyfriend or something I can’t actually ever imagine myself having one it’s just that I’m sad that I’ll probably never ever find a true connection or form a bond with someone like others could, I had a best friend of 6 years who was aroace and never planned to date like me, we had a amazing bond, I thought we would grow up together, live our best lives only to lose him and our friendship in the end, so that idea is gone and now I’m just sitting here wondering what’s going to happen, I know things can change, and that my life definitely won’t end here, I have big dreams that I’m set on happening, but still