I hate my life I hate how it only repeats I hate how miserable I am and the only thing giving me one bit of joy people say to get rid of when I get so miserable and go to bed wishing for the morning just to come to me and then I have trouble sleeping I say awake until 1:00 am or later I feel so alone so miserable I’m at my lowest at night and I can’t even vent to my friend and text her because she’s sleeping and I feel weak when I vent I miss school I miss my classmates I miss the routine I hate feeling scared and very uncomfortable in my own room sometimes venting doesn’t help me I feel so dang lonely right now like nobody is here with me and I’m all alone everyday is a repeat of the other I have very little motivation I feel so alone so lonely so worthless everyday is the exact same nothing brings me comfort I’m always miserable I feel like nobody is with me like everybody is so distant they fade like everybody left me I even feel distant to my family like they are gone