I have a lot of insecurity issues, partially because of past friendships, exes and my family members, sometimes even strangers. I'll get told I'm "too hairy" for a girl by my mom, or a lot of people make fun of how big my eyes are, I've had a few people comment on how small some of my body parts are, or when I was at the start of puberty, an old friend of mine commented (on an area she saw in the changing rooms before swimming) while we were in front of my other friends at the time and I got embarrassed. But, now I've began to look at myself and make new things to be insecure about like my big nose or the way my shoulders curve forwards slightly, the way my hands or wrists look, how thick my eyebrows are. I just feel like I can't stop thinking about how atrocious I must look to other people. I hate the way I perceive myself, but I hate if I don't at least try to change to fit the perception of how others look at me either.