i just want it all to end, my family all think i dont go to school because u dont care about my grades or future but its because that place is what makes me feel worst, i cant be there without having suicidal thoughts or going home. ive asked to move schools or be homeschooled but they wont let me. “you only have 2 years left” but those two years might just be the reason ill be gone. and im in therapy but its not helping right now and i dont know what im going to do. i cant sleep without being high, and i cant really do anything anymore except mask it all. because when i do talk im not listened to.