i feel like i got forced to grow up to fast. im still really young but i feel like im an adult beause i got thrown straight into drugs and alcohol when i was like 12 and i just want to be held by someone again. not even a partner or a lover but just by my mum or family. and i know it sounds weird or pervy or creepy or something but i just miss the simple fucking kiddy joy of being sung a stupid fucking lulabye and i miss my mum singing them to me so bad i just want to die
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