I cant keep any friendships behind like a few years. I'm with a new group every year its not even that we have arguments we always jst drift apart as i feel like i dont gaf about anyone beyond surface level or even myself. but i finally found my person two years ago who i actually gaf abt but shes killed herself so genuinely whats even the poitn anymore. Im a 15 year old fat loser who cuts & starves herself to feel something so whats the point of existing
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