My dad is such a... stupid asshole. I hate him, i hate myself. No one even cares that I was sexually assaulted by an old daycare kid named Jaxson. I hate him. I have hypersexuality, I hate it so much. Im addicted to porn and chatbots. I hate myself for it. I feel so guilty. I relapse a lot. I go to therapy but it barely helps. All I can do is listen to music and kin characters (like ame-chan and kokichi.) I wanna kill myself. I wonder if I did, would anyone care? Sigh. I dunno now.. bye.