you ever just felt like you're slowly turning into someone you swore to yourself you'd never become? I feel so lost, It's like no matter how hard I try I just never seem to matter to people as much as they matter to me. I care so deeply for others, I hold them close, tight, I try my best to make sure they're okay, I buy them food, I do things to cheer them up but who's there for me when I really needed someone the most? I find myself begging for someone just someone to be there. It's currently 3am, I don't know how I feel, I don't know what to do, I'm lost. Sometimes I just think to myself would anyone really notice if I was gone?..
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